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Saturday, May 27, 2017

Smutterday - Where Flows the Water

As promised, here's a smutty excerpt from Where Flows the Water.

The water flows to Quan, a mage in search of the most important thing a mage can find; his protector and life partner. Quan knows his mate is out there somewhere, even though he's beginning to despair ever finding that elusive person after all his years of needing.

Young tribesman Jael is Quan's other half, but he doesn't know it yet. Where Flows the Water explores the relationship between these two very different men as they meet and begin to build something lasting and necessary, aided by physical closeness that scorches with its intensity.

Jael resists Quan for as long as he can, wanting a normal life with a wife and children. He can only fight the winds so long, though, and eventually he comes to accept that Quan may just be his life, and his love. When the two finally get it right, they connect, and it's them against the world, which sometimes seems determined to tear them apart.

Set in a fantasy world as complex as it is interesting, Where Flows the Water showcases a place where magic is a part of the everyday world in hundreds of small ways, and where love knows few boundaries, if only the stubborn can see.

Check out this Sean Michael classic, set in the Windbrothers’ world.

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Smutty Excerpt:

"You dreamed of me when you were a boy!" Quan hugged Jael tightly. "The winds spoke to you in your dreams of me. I am honored, Jael."

"I... Yes. Yes, the winds told me, but I could not see." Jael met his eyes. "I am trying to be what you need, trying to understand and know what to do."

He cupped Jael's cheek, fingers stroking the tanned skin. "I know I am not what you were expecting or even wanted, but I am yours, Jael and I will make you happy if you give me a chance."

"You are my ki’ita. My One given by the winds. You have all the chances."

"Jael..." He leaned forward, pressing his lips gently against Jael's. Jael gasped, stilled, but didn't back away, just watched him with stunned, sparkling eyes. He held the green eyes as he moved his lips slowly against Jael's, the muscles of his belly jumping. Jael's palm pressed against his stomach, the other hand sliding over his jaw into his hair. He licked gently at Jael's lips, just the tip of his tongue teasing lightly.

"Oh..." Jael's lips parted, breath coming quick and light. He could taste sweetgrass and fresh water on his hunter's lips, the warm breath carrying the scent of the forest on it.

He pressed a little harder, lips clinging to Jael's now. Jael shuddered, pressing close and pulling back in nervous waves. He put his hand over Jael's on his stomach, pressing. "You take away my pain, Jael," he whispered against soft lips. He brought his other hand to their lips, touching his own as well as Jael's. "You make me feel so good."

"No pain, ki’ita." Jael brushed his lips against Quan's fingers. "No pain."

He looked into the green eyes. "It's more than that though, Jael. More than just no pain. Your touch..." made him hard, but would saying that frighten his skittish ki’ita?

"My touch?" Jael's hand moved gently over his stomach, massaging and arousing.

"Makes me ache for more, makes me want you. We could bring each other such pleasure, my ki’ita." 

He brought their lips together again, pressing and licking. Jael gasped again, lips parting, kiss deepening ever so slightly. Oh. Oh, his ki’ita, his hunter, Jael was kissing him back. Tears began to fall, his emotions overwhelming him. He licked the insides of Jael's lips, opened his own mouth a little more. 

Jael's fingers brushed his tears from his cheeks, soft lips leaving his to whisper, "Quan? Are you... Do you ache?"

He licked Jael's fingers, tasting the salt of his tears. "A good ache, Jael. You make me feel so good, it is almost too much."

"Should I stop?" Jael moaned, eyes focused and shining with the flame. "I will stop."

"Oh, no, Jael. Please don't stop. I said almost. Almost." He closed their lips together again, tongue dancing its way inside Jael's mouth, searching for its mate. Jael groaned, pushing into the kiss with a tentative need, tongue sliding against him own, clumsy and so sweet. His breath caught, his hand pushing Jael's tight against his belly as his hips jerked. Oh, he wanted this man. So badly. With a hunger he had never before tasted. He opened his mouth wider, teased and encouraged, trying to coax Jael's tongue into his own mouth.

Jael groaned, tongue sliding on his lips. "Ki’ita. I never... Oh, Quan."

Then Jael's tongue dipped inside his lips to taste. He was shaking like a virgin, pleasure moving through him in wave after wave. Nothing had ever made him feel like this, not even the water. Hands slid over his skin, slow and warm, trembling. The kiss deepened, Jael whimpering, gasping, body pushing close, a thick heat pushing against his thigh. He shifted, bringing their shafts together, gasping and grabbing onto Jael's shoulders and they rubbed together.

"Oh! Quan! I... I don't... I..." Jael's hands cupped his face, eyes wide as their mouths met again, tongues sliding together, wet and hot. He let one hand slide down along Jael's chest, taking their cocks in his hand and stroking them together as he moaned.  Jael jerked, pushing them over into the furs with a harsh cry. "Quan! Oh!"

Then his hunter came for him, heat splashing against his hand and belly. It was enough to send him cresting on his own wave and he cried out his hunter's name as he came. The pleasure moved along his spine, making lights sparkle behind his eyes. He could hear the cave and the water singing to one another, could feel it inside and in the way he and Jael were singing to each other now.

Jael gasped, holding him tight, shudders rocking the long body. Each sweet shudder brought out a matching one from him, as if Jael's pleasure were his own.

"I... Quan..." Jael sounded stunned, sated and just a little scared.

He reached up to bring Jael's mouth to his again, keeping the kiss soft and easy. "Oh, Jael... that was more beautiful than anything I have ever known."

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Wednesday, May 24, 2017

Book Day Wednesday

Where Flows the Water is set in the Windbrothers' world. This one takes place many moons earlier than the Windbrothers: Desert novel. It's the story of two men who are destined to be together, but they have a few bumps on the way.  Quan and Jael were so much fun to write. Quan is one of my first 'grumpy' characters. Oh, and I love the new cover!

There's a work-safe excerpt on this post. There will be a smutty excerpt on Saturday!

The water flows to Quan, a mage in search of the most important thing a mage can find; his protector and life partner. Quan knows his mate is out there somewhere, even though he's beginning to despair ever finding that elusive person after all his years of needing.

Young tribesman Jael is Quan's other half, but he doesn't know it yet. Where Flows the Water explores the relationship between these two very different men as they meet and begin to build something lasting and necessary, aided by physical closeness that scorches with its intensity.

Jael resists Quan for as long as he can, wanting a normal life with a wife and children. He can only fight the winds so long, though, and eventually he comes to accept that Quan may just be his life, and his love. When the two finally get it right, they connect, and it's them against the world, which sometimes seems determined to tear them apart.

Set in a fantasy world as complex as it is interesting, Where Flows the Water showcases a place where magic is a part of the everyday world in hundreds of small ways, and where love knows few boundaries, if only the stubborn can see.

Check out this Sean Michael classic, set in the Windbrothers’ world.

buy links:
Evil Plot Bunny


Jael heard the scream only a heartbeat before he heard the infuriated roar of the bear. Sernes whinnied and stamped and then they were off, moving through the forest at a breakneck speed, wind and sound and excitement plummeting him forward.

His throwing knives were in his hand, rahat readied at his side. The huge brown animal had someone treed -- Jael didn't have the time or inclination to be curious as to who yet, as he wheeled Sernes around to aim the first volley of knives. The first knife sliced through the thick fur, but was easily brushed away. The second and third found their marks, burying deep into the thick, ropy muscle of the bear's shoulder. The fourth knife was slapped from the air by a huge paw, the beast turning and roaring furiously. Sernes bucked, screaming shrilly into the air, the smell and vicinity of the bear more than her training could take. Jael managed to throw one more knife as he leapt from her back and began swinging his rahat on a strong, thin mara-silk rope, looking for a wounding blow that would keep him out of range of those claws and teeth. Time slowed, became thick and heavy like good honey on a winter morning. It was always like this, on a good hunt, during the battle -- thick and slow and his heart beat so steady and strong and he could see everything and...


The bear shifted, one arm moving to strike and he let the blades fly, crowing as they sank deep, piercing organ and flesh and bone. With a tug, the blades came free, blood pouring from the bear, weakening it in steady pulses. Jael circled, keeping the dying animal's attention, watching for the killing blow. He disliked when they suffered and prided himself on a clean, quick kill. It was his fondest wish that his prey appeared, surprised and still running, in the green fields of the Land of Summer, still believing themselves in their native woods.

It took only two more blows before the bear fell to the ground, its spirit slipping from its meat and pelt. Jael leaned down and slit the throat before the heart stilled, repeating the motion on the thick pad of flesh below his thumb. He watched as both fluids fell and fed the earth, one dead and one living. As it should be.

As he became aware of his surroundings once more, he realized the screaming hadn't stopped. The man, for it appeared to indeed be a man, who had been treed, was still quite a ways up, crying and screeching and begging for the moon to save him. Jael tilted his head. "You! Up there! It's dead. You can stop now. You hurt?"

Whoever the man was, he wasn't from here -- not with that accent and those clothes. Maybe from the big water or perhaps the tribes by the white mountains. "Dead? Hurt? Yes! Yes, I'm hurt. For the love of the moon, get me down!"

"Where are you hurt?" Jael slipped the rahat into its customary place, climbing easily up the takava. He loved these trees, they smelled like the candies from the Feast days -- minty and spicy and warm.

"Where?" The man was still half-shrieking, half-yelling, panic clear in his voice. "What does it matter where? I am bleeding to death and we are discussing wound placement."

"In my experience, people lose their voices long before they lose their last drop of blood. You must be safe."

"I'm hanging perilously from a tree. I am most assuredly not safe!" The panic in the man's voice had faded somewhat, replaced by indignation.

"Perilously?" Jael frowned and shrugged, holding one hand up towards the man. He didn't look like he was bleeding to death, but he definitely looked unhappy. "Well, come on then. If you don't like being up here, let's go down."

Blue eyes that were almost green, unlike any he'd ever seen before, stared down at him: first at his hand and then the ground and then into his face. "On second thought, maybe I'll just stay where I am."

"Stay? But you said..." Jael blinked and frowned. Maybe the odd man really was wounded. He reached out again, more insistent. "Come now. Falling out of the tree would hurt."

"Yes, I'm sure it would." The man wrapped his arms more firmly around the trunk. "That's why I'll stay right where I am. As long as I keep talking I won't bleed to death, right? That is what you said."

"I did not. I said you couldn't talk if..." He sighed and whistled for Sernes, sliding back down the trunk with a mental shrug. He'd give the man a moment; perhaps he was frightening. He didn't think he was particularly threatening, but he had just killed a bear alone. Oh, Naki would have to be impressed by this. Have to. He pulled his blade as his feet hit the ground, heading for his kill. "You want some of the meat? You did find it, after all."

"Wait! Where are you going? You can't just leave me here!"

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Top Ten Tuesday - On Wednesday

Top Ten Ice Cream Flavours

10. Heavenly Hash - that's right, the closest thing to chocolate is in 10th spot. I am not a big chocolate ice cream fan.
9. Maple Walnut
8. Cookies and Cream - it's like an oreo cookie and ice cream had a baby.
7. Butterscotch Ripple
6. Strawberry - but only if the strawberry tastes real.
5. Orange Sherbert - light and orange-y.
4. Pralines and Cream - I do like the salty and sweet combo of this one
3. Vanilla - I know, plain and simple, but I love it and you can dress it up if you want or just eat it as is.
2. Lime sorbet - I especially like the one that Farm Boy used to do.
1. Butter Pecan - it's getting harder to find, but it's my all-time favorite.

I think it might be time to go get some ice cream...

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Movie Monday - on a Wednesday

It's been one of those weeks, so I'm very behind, but I still wanted to do Movie Monday because I actually went to the theatre and saw a movie!

Guardians of the Galaxy, Vol 2

I very much enjoy it. It was action-filled, it was funny. It was a fun way to spend a couple of hours.

I will say that I agree with the person who told me that it was just one gag after another, mixed in with action - that there wasn't much more to it than that. And I totally understand that comment. Much of the humor felt forced and it did feel a bit like it was a parody of the first one. They had all the elements there, I think the writing (and possibly directing) let them down a little this time around. They relied an awful lot on stereotypes, too.

I'm not saying it was a bad movie, because it wasn't, I totally enjoyed it. But it could have bee so much better than it was. And it was definitely not as good as the first one.

Baby Groot was adorable, though, and so was Chris Pratt. So there was plenty of eye candy ;)

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Saturday, May 20, 2017

Smutterday - Bus Stories

Bus Stories is a reprint, now out as a self-pub.

The image of two men spark six different scenarios in this Sean Michael classic.

Jonathon and Benny get on the bus separately, but are clearly together as Benny wears a tattoo on his neck that is the exact match for Jonathon’s scarring. What follows are six short stories that each explore a different tale of why they got on the bus and where they go from there.

Originally published in the Bus Stories anthology and released as a stand-alone by a different publisher.

Buy links:
Evil Plot Bunny

Smutty Excerpt:

He went and crouched down in front of J, watching from up close. He loved how all those muscles worked together.

J grinned at him when he came up, kissing his chin. "Taste good."

Then J went back down.

Benny slid his hands over J's knees, waiting for him to come up again.

J's entire body rippled when he sat back up, tiny little nipples hard, entire body gleaming in the lamplight. Nobody was really expecting him to hold back now, were they? J knew, he just had to, that there was no way he was going to be able to resist touching.

Blue eyes -- blue enough that he'd thought they were contacts. Nobody but J had those eyes -- flashed at him, teasing.

 Benny grinned back and slid his hand along the tight, flexing muscles, loving the feel of them under his hand as J worked them: hard and hot and slick with J's sweat.

The next time J came up, one hand cupped Benny’s neck and pulled him into a hard, quick kiss that made his knees weak -- which was probably cool because he was kneeling, but still -- damn. Then J went back down again. Benny let his hand move up, flicking across one of those small nipples before going back down to the rippling stomach muscles.

Three more sit-ups, each one with a hard kiss, and then J collapsed backwards. Panting, arms up over his head, naked and sweaty and not quite hard -- fuck but his J was something else.

All those firm, thick muscles, the long body that just went on and on... J was everything Benny wasn't. He laid himself out on top of J, resting their lips together.

J's eyes were bright, fucking bright against the purple beach towel that he used to work out on. His tongue crept out, stroked against the corner of Benny's mouth.

Benny smiled. J had forgiven him enough for this. It was gonna be okay. He moved his lips against J's, the stud in his lip rubbing between them. J didn't deepen it, didn't move really -- just sort of came down from whatever adrenaline high he was on as they shared breath.

Benny loved this, loved lying on his J-mattress. It was warm and hardbutsoft and it made him hard but it wasn't urgent, it was just good.

A half-dozen times J took a breath to talk, or he did, but they didn't. They just didn't. The music just kept playing, one loud, driving song after another.

Benny finally couldn't take the stillness anymore and wriggled, rubbing himself against J, wishing he'd taken his clothes off. But the lights were on and J was so hot and hard and he was just... scrawny and pale.

"Lose the shirt, Benny."

"Yeah, okay." He got up and went and turned the light off and then shimmied out of his clothes, kicking away his shoes and letting everything else just drop on the floor where he was standing. Then he was back on top of J, groaning happily as all that hot skin pressed against him.

"You worried the neighbors are gonna see you still?" One of J's hands still down his back, cupped his ass. He half shrugged, most of his attention on the sensation of J's skin against his own, the large, hot hand on his ass. J's fingers were tickling, running along the crease where his butt cheek met his leg. "Love this spot. Feels good."

Benny pushed back against J's fingers, trying to make the touch harder. The motions rubbed his cock along J's stomach and he groaned. Shit, J felt so good. J chuckled, kept up the light, easy touches. Benny could feel J's cock -- hotter than the rest of him, even -- nudging against his thigh, sort of poking and just making its presence known.

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Smutterday - Golden

Golden is currently available for pre-order. It'll be available for download on Wednesday May 24. Today I've got a smutty excerpt from it for you.

After winning Olympic gold four years ago, Justin retired from swimming, and he’s been floundering ever since. The Fourth of July finds him contemplating doing something stupid, so Justin calls up his former coach, Chris Jarvis. To his surprise, Coach answers.

When Justin retired, Chris cut all ties with the swimmer he’d fallen in love with. He never wanted Justin to love him just because it was easy. But he’s been waiting for Justin to reach out, and he’ll gladly take Justin back into his life.

When he finds out Justin is drowning in a pool of self-doubt and the belief that his happy years are behind him, Chris realizes he made a mistake letting go so suddenly, and that Justin needs structure and a firm, dominant hand to keep him on the right track. It’s time to remedy his error—as long as he can convince Justin that it’s really love.

Buy links
Dreamspinner Press
Barnes & Noble

Smutty Excerpt:

Coach tilted his head and stole his breath with another kiss. The man had to stop this. Really. Later.
Justin’s cock was achingly hard, and the kisses were perfect.

The kiss went deeper, Coach bending him back over one strong arm. He held on, the room swimming behind him. The kiss went on and on, totally stealing his breath. His body was aching; he was so hard his prick hurt. Coach’s hand slid from his neck on down, all the way down to his waistband.

Please. Fuck, please. He just needed to come.

Then Coach’s hand drifted down the rest of the way, cupping and squeezing him through his jeans. He bucked up, humping hard. His body had wanted this for so long. Groaning, Coach shoved him up against the wall, free hand working on his belt, his button.

“Want.” He growled the word against Coach’s lips. “Please.”

“Come on.” Coach clasped his hand and dragged him toward the bedroom.

Justin nodded, following along fast enough that they were almost running.

“Naked,” growled Coach, pulling off his own T-shirt and then working on his jeans.

“Uh-huh.” Justin stepped out of his shorts, shrugged off his button-up.

Once he was naked, his hard prick pointed right at Coach’s cock, which was pointing right back. Coach took his arms and tugged him close, bringing their mouths together again. Justin reached down, wrapped his fingers around their cocks, and started jerking them off.

“This time,” muttered Coach. “But then we do it right.”

“Uh-huh.” Whatever. He needed.

Coach kissed him again, wrapping one hand around his, speeding his movements. They jacked fast and hard, driving together like they’d done this forever. Their kisses made everything better, hotter. Justin’s balls drew up, and he went up on tiptoe, so close.

“Come for me, Just. Right now.”

“Right….” Heat poured from Justin, and he groaned, moaning his coach’s name.

“Fuck, yes, Just.” Coach bucked, cock pushing through their hands, and more slick sprayed, coating their fingers.

Oh. Oh, better.

Coach moaned softly, rubbed their noses together. “God, I’ve wanted to do that forever.”

Justin took a deep breath, trying to find his feet. The smell of them together filled his nose as he breathed, and then Coach rubbed a hand on his belly, marking him with their combined come. Justin’s muscles rippled and rolled, and he couldn’t help his groan.

“The things I want to do to you, Just. I want to turn you inside out and make you mine.”

“Don’t tease.” He’d wanted to be Coach’s long before now.

“I’m not teasing, Just. I mean it.”

“I’m not…. What are we doing here?”

“We’re giving in to the feelings we suppressed for a lot of years. We have something here between us.” Coach tugged Justin down onto the mattress as he spoke.

Coach’s bed was soft, warm—not as warm as Coach, though. His body was like a flame. Those amazing lips landed on Justin’s again, this kiss long and slow but no less intense. Coach’s hands were on Justin’s head, on his ass, drawing him close so they were touching everywhere.

Justin had always liked Coach’s hands, but they’d never touched him like this before. It was kind of stunning. It was dizzying. Crazy-making. Perfect.

One hand slipped between them, Coach going for his nipples, touching lightly and then harder. The sting made Justin gasp, made him grab Coach’s hand. Coach chuckled and did it again.

“Stings.” Justin groaned the word against Coach’s lips.

“Makes your cock twitch.” Coach twisted his nipple this time.

“S-so?” He arched, rubbed.

“So you like it. And I’m going to keep doing it.” Coach proved that by twisting the other one.

“No way.” He grunted, tried to push Coach over.

Coach pushed him over, rolled on top of him and straddled him, held both his arms together on his belly in one hand. “Are you always this pushy in bed?” Coach asked.

“I don’t usually fuck in a bed.” Justin was more the quick-hand-job-in-the-showers guy.

“You will now. Bed’s the best place for it. Though there’s something to be said for testing out the rest of the furniture in the house.”

God, Coach was strong. “I….”

Coach leaned in and kissed him again, long and slow and almost devastating. By the time Coach’s lips left his, he was spinning. Dazed. Needy.

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Random Friday

  • After two days of mid-summer weather I am so happy to have a much more temperate day today. The high today is lower than the low from the last two days. I'm jealous of those folks who got snowstorms, though!
  • The weather looks good for tomorrow's plan to go see the tulips - there will probably be lots of pictures on instagram... I just love the tulip festival. I love how all these different and beautiful flowers are tulips.
  • I've been craving something lately, only I don't know what. I just can almost taste it in my mouth and I'll wander through the fridge and the cupboards in the kitchen and just not be able to come up with what! Very annoying.
  • I made meatloaf last night and tonight I'm having meatloaf sandwich for supper. Yum.
  • Got my ticket for Guardians of the Galaxy 2 in 3D at the IMAX on Sunday. I figure if nothing else there will be baby groot and Chris Pratt to look at ;)
  • The todo list is still large, but I did get some stuff on it done, so that's a good thing.
  • I'm looking forward to working and also relaxing.
  • Have a great weekend all!
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Tuesday, May 16, 2017

Top Ten Tuesday

Today I'm sharing my favourite candies! I shouldn't eat any of these anymore, but that doesn't stop me...

Top Ten Favourite Candies

10. Swedish Berries
9. Lemon Drops
8. Sour Patch Kids
7. Sour Keys - this is hit and miss though in that some flavors are better than others
6. Sour Wine Gums - I like the regular wine gums okay, too, but I prefer the sour ones (can you see a theme developing here?)
5. Nerds - there used to be a super sour box, but it seems to have disappeared, but I still like Nerds anyway
4. Sweettart Sours - but I only eat the purple and orange ones (I used to get the regular sweetarts too and only eat the orange and purple, but then they stopped making the orange ones!)
3. Prosecco Bears from Squish - how they manage to get them to feel like they are almost bubbling as you eat them I don't know, but they are delicious
2. Gummy Cokes from Haribo -it's got to be Haribo or it just tastes like fruit, and I have loved these since I lived in Germany when I was ten and you couldn't get them in North America.
1. Raspberry Puckers from IKEA - who knew IKEA would have such good gummies? Or that their sour ones were really nice and sour without disappearing into sickly sweet?

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Monday, May 15, 2017

Blue Jay Shifter Ficlet

There are three blue jays hanging around in my backyard, obviously two males and a female because there is mating behavior going on. This inspired me to write the following little bit of fiction.

Blue Jay Love

Jay flapped his wings and sang his song, filling his breast with as much air as he could before letting it ring out. It was no good, though. The lovely lady he’d been calling to flew off with the interloper. Chirping indignantly, he flew in through the open window, shifting as he came to a landing on the floor by the couch.

Snarling, he stomped into the kitchen for a glass of water – trying to find a mate was fucking hard work.

“Whoa, who ruffled your feathers?” asked Blu, his roommate, sitting at the little kitchen table, a bowl of cereal in front of him.

“I don’t know! It was a new guy. I all but had her eating out of my hand and promising to line my nest when this big guy – the biggest motherfucking jay I’ve ever seen – swooped in and stole her out from under me!” Jay hated mating season. If he’d been better at it, he might possibly have enjoyed it more, but the truth was, nobody wanted to mate with him, ever. And, well, he wasn't even sure that he liked girls anyway.

Blu gave him a look. “I’m not sure why you even bother trying to pick up a mate. It’s not like you want babies. Or even like girls.”

He gave Blu a startled look. “But it’s our nature. It’s what we do.” It was expected. Whether you wanted to or not.

Blu shrugged. “I don’t. The only one I want to shake my tail feathers at is you.”

Jay gasped, his cock going immediately hard – and he was still naked, so he couldn’t hide his reaction from Blu. Not that he really wanted to if Blu was being honest about the tail feather shaking thing.

“I like you, Jay. A very lot.”

Jay bobbed his head up and down. “Me, too. You. Like me. I mean you. I mean I like you too.”

Blu laughed and launched himself from his chair, pouncing Jay and pushing him up against the wall. “You don’t know how long I’ve been waiting to hear you say that.”

“Three and a half years,” Jay guessed as that was how long they’d been sharing the little house they lived in.

“Yeah, pretty much.”

They stared at each other for a long moment, Blu pressed up against him, skin warm, cock hard and burning against his belly. Jay had never imagined anything could feel so good.

Jay finally blinked. “What are you going to do about it?” Was that his voice – all husky and wanton sounding?

“This.” Blu brought their mouths together, kissing him hard. His mouth opened automatically and Blu’s tongue pushed in. It slid along his own tongue and touched his teeth, the roof of his mouth. It made his belly go hard and hot, a ball of need settling there. Blu stepped back, their mouths parting and Jay leaned in, wanting that connection back. “And this.” Blu dropped to his knees and took Jay’s cock in his mouth.

Oh Great Feathered God of the Skies.

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My God It's Monday

And a beautiful Monday it is, too! It is sunny and warm and there is a stunning cool breeze coming in through the screen door. While it is definitely a Monday, I am definitely enjoying today's weather. As is the dog who is outside on his outside bed in the sun, sleeping.

I did manage to put together a todo list this morning and I'm working my way through it, knocking things off. I've managed to get a little writing in this morning, too. So yay for both those things.

I have a new self-pub novel in the midst of edits and cover creation. Hopefully it'll be available before the end of the month. You know what they say - April edits bring May releases ;) And like the flowers, though there were edits in April, early May was cold (busy) enough that the release isn't quite ready yet. And I think I have tortured that metaphor quite enough!

I need to pull the winner from the last contest I held, and get organized for a new batch of contests - it's Canada's 150th birthday this year and I'm going to be doing contests to celebrate over the next few months. So keep your eyes on this spot!

Okay, back to the todo list. I just hope that I manage to stay as organized for the rest of the week!

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Movie Monday

I haven't been feeling great so I didn't get to any movies this week and at home I've been watching stuff on the DVR to try to lower the percentage used as I was away for a week and it got a little full during that time. So no movies that I've seen to talk about. I can, however, stick to the theme by talking about movies I want to see.

There are so many good movies out/coming out in the next few months and I want to see them all! I know me, though and I'll probably get to maybe one a month. I'm aiming for more than that, though.

Guardians of the Galaxy 2 - I've heard both good and bad things about this one, so I don't know what to expect, which is probably a good thing. The more excited I am about a movie, the more it has to live up to, which it usually can't. So going in not knowing which side I'm going to wind up on is a good thing.

King Arthur - it looks like a new take on the legend and I'm interested in seeing it.

Alien: Covenant - if you know me, you know I'm not a horror fan, although sci-fi horror has always been a draw (I loved the first Predator movie, for instance). I didn't even know this one was coming, but the preview I saw in the theatre was absolutely amazing and now I want to see it. It would probably be better if I saw this one at home, though, as I have to think it would be less terrifying on a smaller screen!

Baywatch - this is one is a total guilty pleasure, and I'm pretty sure I won't spend theatre money on, but I will see at home. But it look hilarious from the previews I've seen. And come on, it's the Rock. 'nuff said.

Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Men Tell No Tales - I love this stupid franchise even if none of the others lived up to the first one. I'm still enjoying them.

Transformers: The Last Knight - I love this stupid franchise even more than Pirates. There's just something about them that keep me coming back. And I will happily re-watch the first movie anytime. So I will be watching this one, whether in the theatre or at home once its out on blu-ray. I hope Bee is in this one, because I have to admit, I'm a little in love with that yellow transformer.

Despicable Me 3 - I've loved the other movies, so I've got high hopes for this one. All I can say is that there had better be minions galore!

Wonder Woman and Spiderman - I do want to see these, both of them are in the planning to wait for the blu-ray category, though. And Wonder Woman had better be a hell of a lot better than Batman vs Superman was!

War for the Planet of the Apes - I'm behind on this franchise, having only seen the first one, so this won't be an in-theatre movie.

Renegades - don't know much about this one, but the synopsis says it has the potential to be fun action-adventure or to be so bad it's funny: A group of Navy SEALs attempt to solve a long-forgotten mystery while uncovering an immense treasure hidden in a lake in war-torn Serbia.

Have a great Monday all!
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Friday, May 12, 2017

Random Friday

  • got the concrud - which is what they call the sick you get after a convention. I seem to be on the other side of it and getting better *fingers crossed*
  • lovely day today - tomorrow and Sunday are supposed to be raining :P
  • I still haven't organized myself from being away. Hopefully I'll be able to get back into the swing of things on Monday and go gangbusters for a while.
  • It's Canada's 150th anniversary this year and I've got a bunch of fun Canadian giveaways planned. I should probably start soon as it'll be July 1 before I know it!
  • Got a fun idea for a new series. This one will be self-pub. I'm going to keep the details under wraps for now.
  • I just signed a contract for Daddy Needs a Date with Dreamspinner Press. Look for this one in December.
  • Will be going to visit my mother on Sunday. I shall be taking some cake with me. I just have to decide what kind. Or maybe I should make those triple lemon cupcakes... they were amazing.
  • If it isn't raining too hard tomorrow I'm going to go to Dow's Lake to see the tulips. Next weekend will probably be better for them, though, as it's been cooler than usual.
  • I need to get my office cleaned and organized 
  • I need to get everything organized, actually ;)
  • TGIF!
  • I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend.

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Tuesday, May 9, 2017

Top Ten Tuesday

I thought I'd share my top ten favorite moments from my time at RT last week.

Top Ten RT17 Moments.

10. Finally getting to Atlanta after Monday's storms kept me at home.
9.. The Giant Book Fair. It is wonderful to meet readers, to sign books and hand out swag.
8. Having dinner at Benihana's on Saturday night. I'd never been and it was a wonderful show and delicious food.
7. Getting to meet Lisa, who had so kindly let me send all my swag to her so I didn't have to carry it down with me. She also picked me up from the airport.
6. Going to the ATF panel for writers. They had 9 agents from the agency and each spoke about what they did, then took questions from the audience. It was fascinating and the explosive sniffing dog was cute as hell.
5. Playing Cards Against Humanity in the lobby of the International Tower (the quiet one).
4. Catching up with folks I haven't seen in a year. I miss everyone already.
3. Playing Pin the Tail on the Dragon at the Sexy Southern Seance Carnivale. I was a little worried people might think it was too hokey, but it went really well and I think everyone enjoyed it. Plus, anytime you can ask multiple times "Do you want a dragon penis or a book as your prize," is a good time.
2. Meeting the readers. To all of you who came to the signing or the Carnivale or who stopped me in the halls - it was so nice to meet you!
1. Meeting Wander - the inspiration behind one of the characters in Branded by Flames. I saw a picture of him and had to write him and out of that the whole Dragon Soul Series was born. Then I went to RT this year and there he was. He was so very nice.

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Friday, April 28, 2017

Random Friday

  • TGIF!
  • Found a channel that's running Masterchef Australia from a couple of years ago. I'm loving it. They take much more time -- doing a challenge one week and the elimination challenge the week after. I wonder if they ran it two nights in a row or something down there. Any Aussies in the blog audience with info?
  • all of a sudden the trees buds have sprung and they all have what looks like a green fuzz - it won't be long until that turns into actual leaves. I love how it always seems to happen overnight.
  • I'm off at RT next week - I leave Monday afternoon and get home again Sunday afternoon. If you're going to be there - I'm the one with the bald, tattooed head - come and say hi.
  • I saw a turkey this morning - live and wandering around the neighbourhood. I got a picture but it's such bad quality and he's off far in the distance. He wouldn't let me get close -- walked in the other direction as soon as I headed for him, even though I was trying to be slow and quiet.
  • I'm so looking forward to Guardians of the Galaxy 2 - I'll have to wait until I'm back from RT though.
  • Lucifer comes back this weekend - I'm very happy about this!
  • I need to gather all my stuff and pack for RT. Stuff and clothing. 
  • I also have a few things to get accomplished before I go so they aren't hanging over me.
  • Going to poutine fest tomorrow! I'll bring my extra stomach with me!
  • Happy Friday all!

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Strawberry Muffins and Stuffed Portobello Mushrooms

So I had some strawberries yesterday and they were on the edge of being too soft, so I knew I needed to use up the rest. So I thought to myself - strawberry muffins would be good. Using the handy dandy internet google search, I found a recipe I liked and they turned out pretty good, even if I didn't hear the timer go off and they wound up getting overcooked. But they were still yummy and moist. I might add different berries next time, make them bumbleberry muffins.

Strawberry Muffins 

1 2⁄3 cups fresh strawberries
2⁄3 cup sugar
1⁄3 cup vegetable oil
2 eggs
1 1⁄2 cups Gold Medal all-purpose flour
1⁄2 teaspoon baking soda
1⁄2 teaspoon salt
1⁄2 teaspoon cinnamon

Heat oven to 425 F.
Put a paper baking cup in each of 12 regular-size muffin cups, or grease just the bottoms of 12 muffin cups.
Slightly smash strawberries in large bowl, using fork.
Stir in sugar, oil and eggs until mixed.
Stir in other ingredients just until moistened.
Spoon batter into muffin cups.
Bake 15 to 18 minutes or until light golden brown or toothpick poked in center comes out clean.
Cool 5 minutes.
Loosen sides of muffins from pan if needed, and take them out of the pan.
Makes 12 muffins.

Recipe from

Then I had some portobello mushrooms that I've never cooked with before. And I found a neat recipe that sounded good. It turned out that it was. I didn't have the emmenthal cheese, so I just put on a cheddar mix. It would have been better with the emmenthal, but it was still pretty good without it. The recipe called for salt and peppering at every step, and I was wondering if that wasn't too much, but it wasn't salty at all, in facet I could have been a bit more aggressive with the salt, so it's clearly an important step with this one.

Stuff Portobello Mushrooms


4 large or 8 small portobello mushrooms

2 tablespoons (30 ml) soy sauce
2 tablespoons (30 ml) olive oil
1 tablespoon (15 ml) Worcestershire sauce
1 teaspoon (5 ml) Dijon mustard
Salt and pepper

2 slices bacon, about 1/4 inch (1/2 cm) thick, cut into small pieces
2 cups (500 ml) asparagus, cut into 1/2-inch (1-cm) lengths
1 small red pepper, cored and finely chopped
1 onion, finely chopped
1 cup (250 ml) chicken broth
1 cup (250 ml) small homemade or Store-brought croutons
2 cups (500 ml) grated Emmenthal cheese

Remove and finely chop the mushroom stems. Set aside. Using a spoon, scrape out the gills (the black part on the underside of the mushroom cap) and discard. Set aside.

In a large bowl or freezer bag, combine all the ingredients. Add the mushroom caps and coat well. Marinate for about 10 minutes.

With the rack in the middle position, preheat the oven to 200°C (400°F). Line a baking sheet with aluminum foil or parchment paper.

Fry the bacon in a skillet over medium heat until browned. Add the chopped mushroom stems, asparagus, bell pepper and onion. Season with salt and pepper. Sauté over medium-high heat for about 2 minutes. Add the broth. Bring to a boil and reduce until almost dry. Add the croutons and mix well. Set aside.
Remove the mushroom caps from the marinade and arrange them on the cookie sheet. Season with salt and pepper. Fill with the stuffing and sprinkle with the cheese. Roast until the cheese is lightly browned, about 20 minutes.
Serve as a starter or as a side dish for grilled meats.

I found this recipe at:

All in all, it was a delicious day :)

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Tuesday, April 25, 2017

Top Ten Tuesday

I thought today I'd share my favorite time wasters. Most of these are aps available through your handy ap store.

I should preface this by saying that I used to have a game called Solitaire's Journey for Windows that I loved loved loved. But I haven't been able to find a comparable solitaire game that matches it for number of solitaire games (I think there were 150 or so) or games set up. If anyone knows of this game and knows a modern version (preferably for my phone or iPad) I would love to have links! If I still had it this one would totally be number 1.

Top Ten Favorite Time Wasters

10. Peggle - I go through phases where I'll play this one for ages.
9. Bejeweled - A classic from back when all I had was a PC.
8. Zuma - I go through phases with this one, too, although I always sit and play obsessively until I've finished it once I've started another "run" at it.
7. Mahjong - I love Mahjong, but again, I haven't been able to find anything to match the game set-up I had on my PC way back when. Any recs would be great.
6. Word Stack - I enjoy this one, though I get frustrated when the stacks don't really make sense.
5. Bookworm - a giant word search, this one is great for in a waiting from or just to kill five to ten minutes.
4. 4 pics 1 word - I leave this open and do some everyday - I usually go 'til I get stuck and then put it away until tomorrow
3. Word Cookies - Brand new obsession - creating words from the letters given - so addictive!
2. Words with Friends - I love this for being able to make my plays and then leave it until I get another chance to sit and play.
1. Jigsaw Puzzle - My favorite! I love the ones with the bold colours the best!

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Tuesday, April 18, 2017

Guest Post - Sultry and Sinful

Sultry and Sinful: The Femmes of Paranormal

Come tantalize your softer side with this FF paranormal romance anthology. From angels to sirens and many things in between, this erotic romance box set will keep you up all hours of the night, wanting more.

A Limited Edition FF Paranormal Romance and Collection!

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Julie Morgan
Soul to Capture
Info: As a Succubus, Cora thought she didn’t need love, but when the Seraph Jael opens her eyes to the possibility, all bets are off.

Louisa Bacio
Book title: Wet: An erotic mermaid tale
Info: After the Sea Queen forbids the Princess to follow her heart, Marianna swears to catch Shell, the feisty water sprite.

Alyssa Breck
Book title: Kiss Me Deadly
Info: When the time comes for Maggie to make one of her own, she finds out that not all vampires are created equal.

Christine Alvarez
Book title: A Succubus Renewed
Info: Luciana, a Succubus, is bored of her monotonous existence until Krista Hadley—a human—walks into her club, unknowingly becoming her latest obsession.

Michelle Dare
Book title: Her Fated Mates
Info: Half siren/half vampire, Jade Calistro, has zero desire to find her mate. Little does she know that she has not one, but two fated mates.

Kay Margaret
Book title: Sinful Dreams
Info: Adara Dyllvan will stop at nothing to get Senna Douglas to walk back into her life, even if it means playing dirty.

Kristen Strassel
Book title: Stardust
Info: Rainey must cast a spell to destroy vampires, but her girlfriend’s been offered the opportunity of a lifetime—starring in a vampire show.

Savannah Verte
Book title: Immortal Deflagration
Info: Seychelle is a bastard. When she accidentally dreamwalks into Nova's lustful fantasy, she learns the Fates might have a reward for her after all.

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Book title: The Seduction of Violette Tournaline
Info: Seduced by a handsome stranger on the eve of her debut ball, Violette must decide how far she is willing to go for love.

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Monday, April 17, 2017

New Contest!

I got notebooks and pens with the new logo so that's what today's contest is for.

Just leave a comment and I'll pick a winner on Saturday morning :)

As usual, it's easier if you leave your email l addy, and I will ship overseas, so don't let where you live keep you from entering.

EDITED to say email addy instead of snail mail addy - you totally don't have to leave your snailmail addy where everyone can see it. Sorry about that!

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Sneak Peak... Monday

I know usually do the sneak peeks on Sunday, but it was a holiday yesterday and I put aside my computer. So I'm doing it today because I have a couple of covers to share. These are reprints from that publisher. And I hope to get them out this week or next :)

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Saturday, April 15, 2017

Smutterday - Three New Wishes

Last book of the Rainbow Island trilogy is out! Here's a smutty excerpt from it.

Three New Wishes

Come to Rainbow Island, where all your sexual fantasies will come true.

James, Guard and Damien continue to grant the sexual fantasies of their clients, but so far have been unable to make Rainbow Island work for their own relationship. Damien misses being home more often with his lovers and Guard has been working on breaking down James’ defenses. Can they make their own fantasies come true?

As always, three different fantasies are granted through Rainbow Island.

Tim is rich and bored. A ‘sometimes sub’, he’s searching for something more. Full-time Dom, Rain, is brought in to give Tim the twenty-four-seven experience he’s been looking for, but Rain has a secret—he’s been watching Tim in the club for years, just waiting for Tim to get serious before making his move. Can these two men find what they need in each other?

Mike has been hired to be a submissive. He doesn’t know that much about the lifestyle. He figures he can handle it—besides, the payday is too good to give up. Dom Brendan is handsome and confident, and the things he shows Mike speak to something deep inside him. Could he have found something more than just another job in Brendan?

Angus and Robbie are a committed Dom/sub pair who want to spice things up a little and see if puppy play is for them. They’re excited and nervous to learn from Sam, the puppy master that Rainbow Island has brought in to show them the ropes. They discover there’s more to puppy play than they’d imagined and not all of it is for them. Can they separate what they need from what they want and come out stronger than ever in the end?

Buy links:
Pride Publishing
Barnes & Noble

smutty excerpt:

Rain touched the corner of his mouth, then leaned in and set their lips together, this touch feather-light, barely there.

Were they allowed to kiss? Was that fair?

Then Rain did it again and again, lips coming to his, rubbing then backing off again.

It must be allowed. The Doms he hired never kissed.

“Kiss me back, boy,” Rain murmured. “We’ve got three weeks together and I don’t want to spend them emotionlessly.” Rain pulled back suddenly. “Unless that’s what you require, though I’m probably going to have to have another Dom brought in if it is.”

“No. No, this is nice. Unexpected. A bonus.”

“I like being a bonus.” Rain’s eyes twinkled, then he kissed Tim again, not a gentle peck this time, but something more serious, lips sliding firmly against his.

He gasped, his head spinning as Rain stole his breath, clean away. Rain’s hand slid behind his head, holding him in place as Rain continued to kiss him. To own the kiss, because even if he did move his lips this was Rain kissing him, hands down.

He opened up, surprised to discover himself hard and beginning to ache. There was just something about Rain, about the command in his presence and the way he kissed…and maybe a little something about being naked while Rain was fully dressed, his clothes slightly rough against Tim’s skin.

“What a good, good boy,” Rain murmured.

Oh, God. That shouldn’t have gone through him and turned him on so much, but it did. It totally did.
Rain smiled against his lips.

Hopefully that meant he did well.

Rain returned to kissing him, sucking on his lips, sliding their tongues together and totally devouring his mouth. He hadn’t expected this, not at all. He wasn’t sure what he’d expected, but it hadn’t been this.

Rain slid his free hand along Tim’s throat, stroking his skin, making goosebumps rise on his flesh. Rain chuckled softly, the sound sweet, tickled.

“You’re a lovely boy. You must not have expressed any interest or you’d have been snapped up for sure.” The gentle touches continued.

“I’ve hired some Dominants over the last year.” They hadn’t worked for him.

“For single days or evenings, hmm?” Rain didn’t wait for an answer, mouth moving over his again.

“Yes, sir. I wanted relief.”

“Now your relief belongs to me. I get to say when and where and how.”

He nodded, his balls drawing up tight against his body.

“There will be punishments if you come without permission,” Rain warned him, eyes warm, but serious.

He nodded, trying to put space between them. Rain didn’t let him. For every inch he wriggled to the side, Rain followed and slid ever closer until Rain leaned hard against him, from shoulders to ankles.

“There’s nowhere to go, boy.”

“I’m trying to be good.”

“You’ll need to learn to obey even when it’s very hard. Or if you want the punishment, you need to recognize that and learn to use disobedience to get what you want.”

“Are you into that? Pushy bottoms?”

“I don’t mind pushy bottoms. There’s a certain charm to them. I prefer when the deliberate acting out comes from an honest need that I’m not meeting.”

“This is much more cerebral than you’d think, isn’t it?”

“There’s a lot about the lifestyle that’s more cerebral than you’d think. I prefer a thinking sub to one who just acts and doesn’t know why.”

All he could think to do was nod. He liked using his brain, right? Right.

Rain closed their lips together again, breathing into him as they kissed.

Oh. Better. Okay. He let himself breathe, let himself suck in Rain-flavored air.

“You do better with doing than talking, don’t you?” Rain didn’t let him answer, simply went back to kissing him, tongue sweeping through his mouth.

He would never, never have thought that about himself. Never. Yet here they were, and he was, at ease with this kissing. It was comfortable and exciting at the same time.

Rain touched his throat again, teasing gently and sending shivers through him. His response had Rain groaning and deepening the kiss, making it even more breathtaking than earlier. He wrapped his arms around Rain’s shoulders and held on.

Rand slid his hand down farther, rubbing along his collarbone, and then his breastbone, coming close to, but not touching his nipples. That didn’t stop them from tightening up, though, as if they were trying to get Rain’s attention.

He had never responded so quickly, so eagerly. There was something about Rain, though, that had him, and all his instincts were on high alert, ready for the things Rain was doing to him.

Finally, Rain stopped teasing and flicked his finger back and forth across Tim’s right nipple, the pleasure going right to his balls like there was a wire between them.

His eyes went wide, his hips bucking up furiously, and he fought his needy cry. Rain pinched his nipple, twisted it, and he gasped.

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Smutterday - Fairytale Shifters: Little Red Riding Hood

Here's a smutty excerpt of the latest Fairytale Shifter book Little Red Riding Hood.

Cardinal shifter Red works his tailfeathers off as a waiter at The Woods. He doesn’t mind working hard at the diner, but some of the customers have mean streaks and he’s an easy target. When wolf shifter Growler comes in one day for his lunch, he’s immediately taken by Red and even defends him from the porcine bullies giving Red a hard time.

Red’s boss Reisha warns him about getting together with Growler. The guy is a wolf and Red’s kind are nothing but a light snack to wolves. Still, Red likes to make up his own mind, and sometimes a little danger is fun to flirt with, especially if it gets him what he needs, so when Growler offers to give him a ride on his motorcycle, Red is quick to accept.

Predator and prey usually make uneasy bedfellows, but that doesn’t seem to be the case for Red and Growler. Will they be able to fly in the face of convention and find the perfect nest together?

Buy links:
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smutty excerpt:

G kept coming, stalking him, even though he wasn’t running.

He took one step back, but he tried to force himself to be still. G’s lips twitched, his nostrils flared and the look in his eyes became even more intense.

“You’re supposed to be seducing, remember?”

“Seducing, stalking, there’s a very fine line between them.” G kept coming.

“Is-is there?” His cock was hard as a rock. but it still felt like it was getting harder as G neared.

“Uh-huh. Especially when you put a predator and prey together.” G was suddenly right there, right in front of him and taking the glass from his hand. He hadn’t even realized he was still holding it.

“You promised not to hurt me, remember.” Red was reminding himself as much as G.

“I’m not going to hurt you.” G took his chin in those strong fingers and tilted his head up. Then the light disappeared, G’s kiss long and hard.

He gasped, the sensation absolutely stealing his breath. G took advantage of his gasp, tongue pushing in between his lips, fucking his mouth.  Oh, God. He reached for G’s shoulders, holding on.

Broad. Heavy. Wide. Oh, how lovely.

G growled softly, one hand sliding along his back, using his spine as a road and travelling along it. The touches left tingles in their wake, lighting up his skin. He moaned, tongue sliding against G’s, greeting him. Groaning, G tilted his head, and deepened the kiss. Red wrapped his hands tighter around G’s shoulders as he trusted G to hold him up. He was lifted, and his legs wrapped automatically around G’s waist.

“Good instincts, Red.” Holding him, G began to walk into the main room.

Red could feel G’s strength in every step he took and Red didn’t once worry that he would be dropped.

He kissed along G’s jaw, nuzzled the hollow under G’s ear. His touches earned him soft moans and happy chuffs, G’s breath blowing across the skin of his face.

He didn’t know where G was taking him, but he trusted it would be somewhere where they could continue making out. Sure enough, he was suddenly horizontal and G laid him out on the couch, coming down with him.

He gasped, his bird panicking for a second, then G cupped his jaw. “I have you.”

Those grey eyes were so steady, staring into him like they could see his soul. G breathed with him, one inhale after exhale after inhale. It all conspired together to steady him.

“I don’t try to be flighty. It’s my nature,” he admitted.

“Stick with me, Red. I’m solid.” G proved it by resting more firmly on him.

This time, instead of panicking, he reveled in the weight, in the heat of G’s body.

“Oh…” He snuggled right in.

“Yes. Oh.” G circled his hips, their cocks pressing together, rubbing through the denim of their jeans. Strong as that material was, it couldn’t disguise the heat and hardness of G’s magnificent erection.

That made him ache, and he rubbed, rocking against G’s heat. Groaning, G worked a hand beneath his T-shirt, sliding it from his stomach up toward his nipples. G took his time getting there, though, moving at the speed of molasses in winter. By the time his nipples were bared, his was vibrating all over.

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Smutterday - Office Hours

This is the third of the three books that are in the anthology At the Office that are now also re-released as single titles. Here is a smutty excerpt for it.

Office Hours

Thad Wells has had enough of lovers. He’s focused on his career -- hell, that’s hard enough, being the young professor fighting for his spot -- so when he, literally, runs into Jay on the green, he finds himself saying, no. No, he’s not interested.

Jay Banner, on the other hand, knows exactly what he wants and knows how to get it. He knows someone’s hurt Thad, and not in the fun, spanky way he does, when he wears his leathers, and he’s determined to get to know the young professor.

Things heat up between them, but they both have secrets, and no amount of book learning can educate two men who might have outsmarted themselves.

Previously released through a different publisher.  Also currently available in the At the Office anthology.

Buy links:

smutty excerpt:

Squeezing Thad’s hand in his own, he let them in and then turned to give the man the kiss he’d been needing to take since they’d crashed together two days ago. The electricity between them flared—sharp and undeniable, the sensation slamming through him.

“Fuck.” He muttered the word between their lips, then they were kissing again, his tongue pressing against Thad’s lips, wanting in, wanting to taste. Coffee and heat. That’s what Thad tasted of, felt.
Groaning, he deepened the kiss farther, pressed himself against Thad’s slender body. Thad’s tongue slid against his, tasting him. He slid his hands around Thad’s hips, encouraging more closeness.

God. Hot. Thad was a little firecracker.

“Want you.” So much he didn’t want to stop kissing.

“Yeah.” Those hands slid under his shirt, fingertips working his belly, heading to his nipples.

“Sensual. I like that.” He kept the kisses going, his own hands holding onto Thad’s ass.

Thad murmured something unintelligible into his lips, one finger circling a nipple. He made a soft noise, trying to move his nipple into that finger. Thad avoided it, though, teasing him, and he laughed, breathless and needy, against Thad’s mouth.

Thad winked, deepened the kiss the barest bit, then backed off.

“Come on in. I’m on the second floor.” He grabbed Thad’s hand again and headed up the stairs.

“Are you sure this is a good idea?”

“I’m sure it’s a great idea.” He squeezed Thad’s hand and hurried them up—he wasn’t letting Thad’s nerves send the man backing out.

He opened the door, got them both inside, and shut the door.

Grabbing both Thad’s hands in his, he walked backward down the hall. “On the right there, that’s the living room, left is the kitchen and the bathroom. My bedroom is at the end here.”

“Nice place.” Thad didn’t even look away from him.

“Thanks.” He didn’t look away, either; he could make the trip to his bedroom in the dark, walking backward was nothing. He wanted that sweater off, wanted to look, wanted to touch. “This is my bedroom.” There were curtains but they weren’t drawn, the daylight streaming in. He’d made his bed this morning—go him.

Dropping Thad’s hands, he immediately went for the bottom of that sweater.

Thad touched his wrists. “We can leave it on.”

He laughed. “No, I don’t think we can.”

He tugged it up and off, Thad’s body tight and ripped, pale as milk, but so hot.

“Fuck.” His fingers went for the sweet abs, tickling over them before making a beeline for the little pink nipples.

“I…” Thad groaned, body arching as he found them.

“Sweet. I love a man with sensitive titties.” Oh, that little shocked look at his words made his balls throb. “And yours seem very sensitive.” He flicked them.

Thad stepped back away from him, shook his head, so he wrapped a hand around Thad’s hip, tugging him back in. “This is a—”

He stopped the words with a kiss. No, it wasn’t a bad idea. His tongue slid into Thad’s mouth, searching out that coffee-flavored taste again.

His hand slipped around Thad’s waist, thumb on the soft skin, and his other hand slid back up to tickle at Thad’s right nipple. The tiny bit of skin drew up, deliciously tight, and he had to flick his finger back and forth across it.

Thad gasped into his lips, panting for him. Groaning, he repeated the move, his tongue delving in. That tiny nipple was as hard as a rock, pushing into his fingers, so he plucked at it, stroked it.

“I…” Thad groaned, hands wrapping about his waist, the kiss going deeper.

He tugged Thad with him as he backed up toward his bed. It was just a double, but that would mean plenty of reason to snuggle.

Thad’s fingers worked around to his waistband, opening his fly.

“Mmm.” He sucked in, giving Thad room to get in there and work at his jeans, and, like a pro, Thad opened him, pulled out his cock. Groaning, he pushed his hips forward, his cock sliding along Thad’s palm.

“Mmm. Horny.” Thad’s fingers wrapped around him, tugging his prick nice and steady.

He chuckled, or at least tried to—the sound was closer to a moan. “Like you’re not.”

Thad’s murmur was soft, sensual. “I never said a word, one way or the other.”

His own voice was closer to a growl, all needful and throaty. “I think you should, though. I think you should tell me how hot I make you.”

Thad shivered. “Shh.”

“Shh what?”

“Just let me touch you.”

Jay bucked up into Thad’s touch. “I’m not stopping you.”

Thad chuckled, hand moving faster, thumb brushing his slit on each upstroke.

He groaned. “Yeah, you make me hot, too. I’m on fucking fire for you.”

“Good.” Thad’s fingers were going to make him crazy.

He reached out again, tweaked Thad’s nipples, watching as the dull flush climbed up Thad’s belly. Humming, he rubbed those hard little bits of flesh beneath his thumb.

Thad’s rhythm stuttered a bit, his lips parted.

“Mmm. Yeah, that’s even better. How does it feel from your end, Thad?”

“Not bad.”

He laughed. “I’m not doing it properly if it just feels not bad.”

Thad’s chuckle made his smile wider. Bending, he took Thad’s nipple into his mouth, and Thad groaned, fingers squeezing his prick. He sucked harder, tongue flicking across the tip as that sweet nub tightened for him. Grinning, he gave it a bite.

Thad jerked, pulling away. “Easy.”

“I don’t want to take it easy on you, Thad. I want to make you fly.”

“Let’s just get you off, hmm? It’s your birthday.”

“I’m not a selfish lover.”

Thad’s cheeks went pink. “No, but this one’s for you.”

“If you can promise me you won’t duck out on me as soon as I come, I’ll go along with that.”

“Why are we talking?” Thad knelt down, took his cock into a perfect fucking heat.

“Fuck!” How was he supposed to think when Thad did that? He wasn’t a monk or a virgin, but it had been some time since he’d had a decent blow job, and Thad was more than decent at it. In fact, Thad’s mouth was pure heaven, sliding on his cock like Thad was starving and he was a banquet.

He slid his hands through the long hair, holding on as Thad sucked hard, licking and sucking at him, head bobbing. He tried to stay still, he really did. “Need to…”

His cock slipped into the squeezing pressure of Thad’s throat.

“Oh, fuck.” He wrapped his fingers in Thad’s hair and began to fuck the man’s lips, cock pushing into that tight throat again and again. Fuck. Fuck. So open. So ready for him.

He watched as his cock slid in and out, shiny with Thad’s spit. Fuck.

He shouted, pushing deep and coming down Thad’s throat.

He watched Thad swallow, saw how those lips were soft, swollen around him. “Sweet, Thad. Really amazing.”

The soft tongue stroked over his prick, cleaning it.

“Happy Birthday to me.”

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